How I wish I could find the words to describe just how I feel right now, but there are no words to explain just how much pain one feels to lose those most precious to them. They say memories comfort, maybe that's true later on but right now the memories hurt so much. When I go to the house and see all your belongings right where you left them, the memories flood my mind and hurt so badly. I have to sit down and take deep breaths then let the tears out. I see the photos of all of you Mom had around her chair and it's like some kind of shrine, but it's just to painful to take them down, but is so painful to see all that we've lost. I don't know yet what to do with your clothing or other belongings mom, I can't bear to let them go but it's to painful to see them. So for now they just remain in the closet just where you left them. So many memories in practically every piece of clothing, to recall your smile when I would surprise you with something new brings a smile to my mind just for a second, then the tears start to fall. No there's no comfort in the memories yet. Maybe some day but not yet. I so appreciate every thing everyone has done to try to help ease the pain but the thing I need most is to know they haven't forgotten we're hurting. You deserved so much more recognition than you have. Jr.s birthday is in a few days and already the sweet wishes are coming for him, but I know he would rather they honor you in some way this year. I don't know where the support is, I joined 3 support groups and so few have posted a sympathy tribute or even lit a candle, why I don't know. I know I am hurt by it all. Some of being angels on earth posting constantly and I am forever grateful to them. But it seems like there should be more than that for my mother. Mom you were you are precious treasure and you always will be. I miss you so much. If anyone takes the time to read this please, please say a prayer for us. There are so many things I can't talk about her that needs to be prayed about besides the neverending pain. I love you angels but mom right now I miss you so very much. I never expected this to happen so soon after Jr's leaving us. And only about 2 weeks after uncle Dave. He was such a jokster but so sad inside. I will never forget our last talk and those sad sad tears that poured from his eyes and heart. He will be missed so much too. I need so much support and it's just not here but with God's help and yours we will somehow get through this too. I love you all miss you all.
xoxoxoxox
Three candles for you Mom, Jr, and Daddy / Sis
Good Morning precious angels, I am sure it is in Heaven. I wish I could say the same for down here but I can't. I miss you all so much. Home is not home anymore. My treasures are laid up where my heart is and that is with you all. Of course I love Ottie and my brothers but it's just not the same here without you all. I'm looking forward to seeing Heaven, Jesus, and all of you. Mom will you explain to Uncle Dave why I wasn't at his funeral. I know you were only trying to protect me mom, but I wish I could have had a chance to have seen him one more time. I'm not angry at you for not telling me, I know you were only trying to protect my emotional state of being but I wish things could have been different. I wish alot of things could have been different. I got some very important things to work out right now and I really need your help to make the right choices. I know you already know what they are but I'm asking you to help me anyhow. As you know things are never black or white when it comes to decisions in this life...much to complicated. But there's no one else who can make this choices but me and I always want to do whats right you know for everyone involved. So work with me on these things ok? Give all the angels in Heaven my love and don't forget me. You know you are always on my mind. I love you all so much. xoxoxo
Happy Birthday / Family Of William Myers
Happy Birthday Alvin-God Bless
Always thinking of you / Sis
Missing you!
xoxo
A candle for Mom, Dad, and Jr. / The One Who Loves &. Misses You Most
A candle for all my precious angels.
xoxoxo
A candle for you angels / Sis
Missing you all so much.
xoxo
Missing you Mommy so much / Your Baby Girl
I miss you so very much Mommy.
I love you more and more with each passing day.
I'll see you soon.
xoxo
Happy 4th of July precious angels' / Tammy (sis To Angels Dan And Jeff Schulz)
Happy 4th of July to all you precious angels. I hope you have a beautiful fireworks display and I hope to see all of Heaven's skies light up tonight. I just wanted to leave a little something for your site. Please stay close to your family, especially Rosemary. I love you Rosemary, Ottie and family ... XOXOXO
KNOW THAT YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TODAY AND EVERYDAY~LIFE IS HARD, I KNOW, BUT WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER WITH OUR PRECIOUS LOVED ONES AGAIN, AND THIS TIME, FOR ALL OF ETERNITY~~GOD BLESS YOUR WONDERFUL HEART, I KNOW IT IS BROKEN, BUT GOD WILL PUT THE PIECES BACK TOGETHER AGAIN, YOU'LL SEE~
LOVE AND HUGS,
CATHY GIRAUD ( DAVID'S BROKENHEARTED MOM )
I'm sorry Mommy / Sis
I am so sorry to be questioning God again Mom. As I sit here staring at Daddy's picture, I keep wishing he could talk to me and explain why these things are allowed to happen? I know what you would say, what you always said about Jr. "God's ways are not meant for us to understand or we would be God. Just trust in Him." I know in my heart you are right mommy but still my head just keeps wanting answers. I guess I think maybe if I could understand it wouldn't hurt so much. I miss you so much Mom. We all just wonder around like lost puppies not knowing what to do without you here. I was finally brave enough to go through the last purse you were carrying mom and I found some thing that has troubled me so much every since. I'm not sure why they gave that to you at the rehab or why you didn't mention it to us. It broke my heart mommy to think that it was truely meant for exactly what it said, Ottie keeps saying they do more there and even sell more things than what was on there. I guess it really shouldn't matter now but I hate the thought that you might have been given that when you were alone and didn't confide in us. Oh Mommy it would have broken my heart but we would have gotten through anything together. Did you ask God to take you home instead? And He mercifully took you home like you asked? Oh mommy there's so many unanswered questions again. And you know me I can't just walk away without trying to get them. How does one go into rehab and end up in the emergency room suffering a heart attack? Oh mom, I wished I had never let you go there. You never complained much mom, but you told me you wanted to come home the night before, I asked you were they treating you right you said yes, I just would like to come home. I told you only 2 more days and you'd be home. I should have came to you and made sure everything was ok but I thought you was just a little homesick mommy. I can't write anymore mom right now, it's just to painful. I love you, I'll write more later. xoxo
Thinking of you and your angels today and always / Susana Regan (angelfamilies)
It was the hardest thing for me to lose my mom.
And I just had to do something for you.
So, I hope I covered all your angels.
If I missed someone please let me know.
God BLess
Susana M. Regan
big sis to Linda Anne Regan
daughter to Margarita Casillo
SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR MOM / Monica~mom Of ^i^ RJ Davis~ (Memorial Friend )
Dear Rosemary,
I am so very sorry for the loss of your dear sweet mother. I know Alvin was waiting for her with open arms.
I know your heart is aching.
I know its hard, I lost my mother in 96, my son RJ in 04 and now my father just last week.
Just imagine the eternal paradise that our loved ones are living now. They got to hug Jesus and look into the face of God. One day we will go on to join them, and they will be right there waiting for us.
Your are and will remain in my prayers. May our God bring you peace and comfort.
Blessed are those that mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Matt. 5:4
If I can do anything for you, please just let me know.
Monica~Mom of RJ Davis, walking in eternal paradise with Jesus, MawMaw, now PawPaw
So Sorry for your Loss / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross
Thinking of you at this difficult time and uplifting you in prayer, lighting these candles in memory of your precious Angels please know that I am thinking of you!
Hurting so and so disappointed / Sis
It helps to write when I am hurting like this. I miss you guys. I hope your Father's Day in Heaven was good because it seems you were both forgotten down here. Only two Father's day wishes. I am sorry, but please know I never forgot what a great dad you both were. I am so very proud of the two of you. Are you happy to have mommy there? I know you are but I miss her so. I wanted so bad to call her this evening and tell her about your fathers day wishes but since there was only the one, I am glad I didn't have to tell her that. I know she would have been just as disappointed as I am. I have been doing some thinking about things and I am tired of all the disappointments, it might be best that I close this site off to completely private. Very few recognized your birthday and angel date last year and we didn't even receive the things promised us when I paid for the sites. That's just not right. So it would be best that I forget the groups support and close it off to private. I realize I am hurting right now and so very tender hearted but this really isn't an issue that just came up, it's been going on for much to long. I am going to delete alot of things that should have been deleted a long time ago but I just was to afraid of messing everything up so I let it be. But I need to add Mommy now and need the extra space anyhow. Mommy I missed you so much today. We received some cards of sympathy today from two of the churches you loved so much. So many are hurt by you're leaving. Even Ottie can hardly hide the hurt. Nothing seems to bring relief from this pain and emptiness. Oh mommy what am I going to do without you too? The boys took flowers to Daddy and Jrs graves for Fathers Day, I just wasn't ready to see your grave again so soon Mommy. I don't want to accept this at all. I just can't let you go too. Good night angels, rest in peace. Sending all my love to Heaven. xoxo
FATHERS DAY WISHES / SUE DAUGHTER TO ANGEL ART POLON
SENDING YOU FATHERS DAY WISHES. HOPE YOU ARR ENJOYING YOUR DAY.
Happy Father's Day / Sis
Jr. you and Daddy got the best gift ever for Father's Day this year...
But we miss her so much. xoxo
I miss you Mommy / Sis What a horrible day this has been Mommy. Such a hard thing to do letting you go too. Everything happened so fast, and it's like I've been in a whirl wind ever since. It is still so hard to believe that this too has happened. You were so beautiful Mommy. Everyone talked about how beautiful you were. I will never forget how beautiful you were. I know you would have loved your dress. So soft and springy looking. You were always so happy when I'd bring you a new dress, blouse, skirt, everything. Always so grateful for everything. It didn't take much to make you smile. I hope you like the jewelry. The pearls looked so nice with your dress. And what about that funeral spray. I must have looked at those pages of sprays at least 100 times each trying so hard to get it to match everything. But I did good didn't I mommy? They were so beautiful. The man who man it for you was wonderful, and he worked very hard on it to please me. And it was perfect. I wish you could have seen it mommy. I wish you could have seen all of the people who came who loved you so much. I was so proud of all of the beautiful things they said about you. But the thing that meant to most was went preacher Jesse talked about what a good Christian lady you were and how the church was going to miss you so much with tears in his eyes. And Gail sang like an angel. I am holding up pretty good mom, of course the doctor doped me up pretty good. lol But truthfully mommy it just hasn't sunk in completely yet. The hardest part will be when I pick up the phone to call and remember you are no longer there. And when I go home and you aren't there. Oh mommy I wish you could have stayed just a little while longer. But you suffered enough and it's not fair for me to ask you to do that. There were so many people there, I told Helen if she could only sit up and talk she would be so happy to see everyone and she would be talking and smiling somuch. So many beautiful flowers I don't where I will find room for all of them. I remembered to add the yellow and just a touch of blue. And the pink roses to match your dress. I think you were have been so pleased, well maybe not with the finger nail polish but they promised to put it on as lightly as possible to hide the blue. I felt some comfort in that beautiful smile of yours. And knowing you wouldn't ever hurt, cry, or miss Daddy and Jr. any more. I guess I wish stop for now mommy, these darn pills are making me very sleepy. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. I love you so much. I wish miss you more than I know I can even imagine yet. goodnight angels. xoxo
Hi Rosemary, Just a short note to let you know I'm thinking of you thru this sad time. Nothing I can say will make it any better, but please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers (even so far away). May God give you the strength in the next few weeks and beyond and your angels shine down on you with peace and comfort. Hugs Cynthia
I need you / Your Sis Forever Junior you know I've tried to never hold things against you. I am trying now but sometimes I get so frustrated that I feel just a bit upset with you for not being here. Mom is very sick you know and it's hard, so hard to bear so much of this burden alone. I wish you could be here to help me just by listening. I don't seem to have a friend left on the face of the planet which I know is my own fault in some ways. But you know this sickness I have doesn't make it easy for me to reach out on my own for help and the few times I have I am either ignored or I find myself pulling away again. I know it's hard for others to understand this and that's understandable since I don't understand things myself at times. I don't even have a doctor anymore and you know the reason for that. I rely so much on my honey and I know he loves me and mom and he does all he can but there is only so much he can do, ya know? Sometimes it would just help to talk to someone. I've been hurt so bad by liars and fakes that it's so hard to trust anyone anymore. Damn them for that! But others don't seem to get it. They think a damn graphic is worth more than my friendship. Well, that's enough about me, my real reason in coming to you is because I'm scared for mom. Jr. I don't want her to leave just yet. It all happened so fast, I am just not ready to let her go too. She can't walk at all now you know, she will be confined to that damn wheel chair always now. But the worse is not knowing now why all of a sudden she seems so disoriented. I am very concerned it's a stroke, I wish this darn tests didn't take so long. I miss you Jr. so much. But I am glad you don't have to know and see what's going on here now. I am trying to keep what sanity I got left to help her get through this. She hated the rehab. I just hope she will do ok at the hospital. I guess I'd better get off and get back over there, hopefully we will hear something tonight for certain. I don't want her to be alone when they come in to tell her the test results. I am prayed up and ready for whatever it brings as best I can be. Please send the angels to be close to us and if it's at all possible please let it be curable. I love you and I miss you as always. good night Jr, Dad, and all my precious ones. xoxo
HOW GOD CREATED MOTHER / Pat Mom To ^j^ Sandra Oshunkentan (^j^ Friend ) God took the fragrance of a flower, The majesty of a tree, The gentleness of morning dew, The calm of a quiet sea, The beauty of a twilight hour, The soul of a starry night The laughter of the rippling brook, The grace of a bird in flight, Then God fashioned from these things A creation like no other, And when His masterpiece was through, He called it simply...MOTHER.
Special ^j^ I want to your special mom Happy Mothers Day. I will keep your family in my prayers. God Bless.
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